lazycrazybasket's Blog

I've been thinking lately,
My friend,
He's gettin a grand,
Me,
Why not a harp,
What a pair,
We could make,
Even start a band!

Have you ever wondered?
What you want from life,
Lately,
I've been doin' just that,
Surprised myself,
Two new interests,
Goldfish and gardening,
Growing succulents,
Never thought,
This would be me,
How I've changed.

New interests arising,
Never thought,
Not on your life,
Goldfish and gardening,
How weird,
Think I'm interested,
I wonder,
What's next?

I'm in the mood for creating groups. Today's writings have nothin' to do with me, or my mood, they are experiences I've witnessed in life. No need for alarm, our move's still on track, just been delayed a little while attending to a funeral, and juggling things around. Thought I'd call in for awhile, and distract myself by doing some creative writing. I'm not losing my partner, or anything like this, so no need for any concern, I'm still me, and happy. Thanks for reading.

My friend and I were supposed to be shifting today. Out of respect of his Mums passing this morning - things are being held off until after the funeral on Monday. Then we'll have all hands to the deck getting us sorted in our new place. We'll have tons of space, but need advice on how to maximise it, and some of the girls who'll help us shift are very good at that. Can't wait to be set up. Might even buy some plants for the garden tomorrow, and get them in. Roll on Tuesday.

This should be the happiest day of my life - movin' into the ultimate dream-home. A shame - it's not, it's one of my worst days, wish the place was in a larger city, where people seem to care now. I already want to sell, and don't care if ended up in a one room dump. Large house, you're very shy, can't make friends easily, what can I do. Ended up at the hospital again yesterday, and I'm back to square one needing more counselling to try to left my spirits. You see, I spend a lot of free time at the pool and that's the environment I excel in and flourish with friends, but it's out of my price range. I don't want to join other clubs that I'm not interested in just to fit in - I've tried this before, and ended up quitting as it wasn't my thing. If you like aquatic centres - please don't come to TIMARU, NEW ZEALND as you won't get value for money. I don't know what I'm going to do. You see, I love cycling, but I know if I take this path I'll be on my own. I want people or I'm going to totally quite with life! My mood: extremely lonely

3000 stories, finally made it., I'm on track - I like to do at least 500 per month at present, and I've been here nearly 6 months. What a way to go!

Only been on here a short while today, know I've been under the weather the last few days, no energy etc. Been watching my tokens balance - already doubled today, what's goin' on, Anyone kow? My mood: very tired

  As a result of this - I'll no longer be taking part in the Q & A, sorry - I'm tired of these changes without warning - this type of thing IS going to lead to me leaving this site! 

While ringing Mum yesterday, a train rumbled by as they often do, the rail line not far away. Suddenly, she asks, "What's that?" Think she thought it was an earthquake as she lives in Christchurch, New Zealand, and I said of the Sept 04 2010 quake - that's what it sounded like, even though there we didn't live close to railway lines at the time. Funny how little things can bring back memories, good, or bad. I'm very happy I'm away from all the problems of the quake now.

Not long now until the big move, going to be even sooner than I thought. This really has me on high, only two and a half weeks now. Nice when the clock's wound forward a couple of weeks!

My latest stories maybe sending mixed messages of worry etc. This is only because I'm practising writing different sorts of poems. I want everyone to know - my life is good, only a matter of weeks, be in my dream-home. I enjoy writing from all angles, I don't mean to cause any alarm by my randomness.

Finally, seen the sold sign on the place I'm buying - it's all becoming very real now. Once you've seen the sign, no doubt, you're on your way. I think there's a secret to getting what you want - keep it simple, take your time, take it one by one, or you're likely to get confused. Only physically looked at one place, and that was it - here we are - end of story.

I'm me, and only me, I'm sick of wingers wanting to have everything their own way. I thought this site was for everyone to have a say without running others down for their views. If this happens again - I'll not only block, but report them. GOT THE MESSAGE?

My life, it's finally on a roll, and I'm really happy now. Know the future's exciting, and can't wait. Finally sold our unit in Christchurch, New Zealand, and will soon be shifting into our dream-home - spacious, and what we should have had in the fist place! Feels like I've been in the waiting room of life, and have finally been called. I can't believe how things have changed for me this month, and it only took something positive to happen.

I'm sick of commenting on posts to find afterwards you can't comment on them. Why, and I want to know why, do people post stories, and not allow you to comment? This has happened a few times lately, and it's pissing me off. This needs to chance, or does EP want me to not bother commenting. If it happens again -m I'll stop commenting altogether, as I'm starting to feel it's a waste of time!